Fallen Through
Friday, May 15, 2009
I`m cursed by God
U noe y ??? bcos i`m sick again n my heart
knows tat i`m cursed bcos i nev work hard
4 my exam. I failed my math common test.
But maybe overall i pass bcos i got quite high
4 da small test.
However u remember tat i failed 2 subject n i
toldu bout it . So now i failed so many times in
thisca2 bcos i nev work hard , i was still playin
com everyday n always las min study. Now i
got no tution teacheras she said stop till come
back 4 japan. Now got new topics n i nev really
paid attention.
i really wonder i will fail a small test nxt time
when it comes out :( I really regretted it . I really
wan 2 do well next time . I really hope someone
can really guide me 2 do well da nxt big exam.
I wan my mom 2 say i`m smart n stop comparin
me with my smart ass sis who doesn even nd tution
at all.
She only has them when exams are near. I wan my
mom 2 say i`m smarter then my sis n really mean it
n then i can continue ballet . N i`m cryin rite now. My
hands r wobbly n i`m sick now . I really deserve it. I
nev fail so many subjects n stuff b4 i really regret not
takin my mom advice , not studyin , addicted 2 com
now its retribution :(
Pls someone comfort me tat i`m
not really unlucky n stupid i hate bein compared with
my goody-two-shoes sis . I really nd comfort n now tears
r really comin out not bcos of my freakin flu but my
regretfulness. I really wan my mom 2 be happy with
all my results . Pls someone tutor me . Or by taggin.
Wow this is da longest post ever if u r reading this
thks alot :) And i really love my friens :) 4 makin me
smile everytime in sch it makes me 4get bout my
worries . love ya all ! <3
Posted by Athena at Friday, May 15, 2009