Fallen Through

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Dance ... its okay

2day another dance practice n we did bar work n i was super estactic 
( spellin i tink rong ) cos i long time nev do bar work cos i love bar 
work n all ballet stuff n especially doin it with my dance friens . 
Woohoo! I regretted not bringin my ballet shoes cos my mom ask me
 2 bring but i didn`t . :(( So 2oro i will brin 4 me n winn cos i noe winn
 surely can wear mine n i`ll wear my sis so yea. I also didn`t got in 
( sobs ) cos i tink teacher in a rush then only choose da seniors . 
( sobs again ) . Oh n i`m finally a bit closer in full split due 2 da bar work
 stretchin . ILY BAR WORK ! 2moro doin center so a bit excited . N 
maybe after dance me winn or me winn n abby will go 2 my house swim
 n then go watch movie . Finally ! 
So i tink tats all 4 2day i guess so bye ! See some of u peeps on sat !

Posted by Athena at Sunday, May 31, 2009

Friday, May 29, 2009

WOOHOO ! Major Excitement

WOW ! 2day rock alot . AS finally got dance pratice n also
i miss dance bcos don hav my precious cca in i tink more
than a month :(( Now cannot do heel stretch, closer 2 full
split n also a perfect cartwheel . I hate da void deck !
especially When doin dance there . The softballers will stare
at u n we envy them but me winnie n abby understands
how tough it is but hey , they dono how tough dance is too
n sometimes even borin blach ! So we`re suppose 2 hav an
auditon 4 da performance in sep but it turns out tat its 4 nxt
wk da syf dance . Only 4 da 1st part only i tink . So i hope
tat me n winnie will get in ohn abby didi not turn up as she
nds 2 go 4 da omnitheatre tingy so only me n winn left .

Apparantly winnie didn`t took it seriously enough so she
didn`t get in but i got in with a few others senior n estella a
sec 1 jus like me ! So i`m not alone after all :) So those who got
chosen had 2 try 3 times n finally i got in n left 8 of us out of 12
but teacher is goin 2 choose only 2 ppl 2 dance with da syf ppl
on nxt wed. SO hai ~ i got 2 go 4 mon dance class at 2 -5 pm but
winn n abby will join me cosi`m scared bein alone but i`m not
sure wat they can do there . Hope they don get bored . N so 4 25th
june n 26th we`ll dance HIP HOP !!!
(SCREAMS 2 DA TOP OF THE HEAVENS )

I love hip hop but miss chiam always do ballet a bit borin hai~~
But i would love 2 perform cos can at least add in report bk tat i
perform . N tat will help me get into vjc yea ! Oh in sep will alos be
performin n maybe teacher will add us in again n audition again i
don mind auditionin but i jus wan 2 go with my friens n not bein
alone , so lost , ( sigh ) . Oh n 2day is da las day of sch woohoo but i
haven fin history project . Sucks ! N da freakin teachers gave us a
load of homewk tat i cannot even count damn them 4 spoilin my
happy n fairy like mood damn damn damn them !!! Oh well ppl pls
tag !

Oh oh oh ! Dance subaru can only be watched at orchard which i
dono how 2 go damn da ppl managin da movie !!! Now cannot
watch ask dad 2 buy me pirated one :P this is 2 all freakin
policeman I HATE U !!!! U cannot arrest me ! :P

Posted by Athena at Friday, May 29, 2009

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Today so sad :((

Cos 2day is our las info lit lesson n so after june
hols got no more socannot use com freely like
now anymore in this lesson ... So
i`ll miss ya miss aisha. Anyways, nxt wk winnie
will be comin 2 my house 2 swim . So excited . I
really love her ! Woohoo !! And i saw a movie call
dance subaru n abby , winnie n me all want 2 watch
it but jus dono when goin maybe after dance lesson
durin june hols ... Abby pls tell me da date or else
i`ll die of waitin . N after winn comes 2 my house
we cannot watch after fin swimin so ma fan ! Tat
abby she will only rply 2 winnie tink i cannot see
ah ? Tat gal becomin a bitch more
n more everyday but i don really blame her cos
she once said tat bein a bitch help her relief her
stress but i guess i not very popular for her so she
doesn wan me 2 be her close frien after all but one
ting she doesn noe tat i`m winnie`s bfor maybe i
hear rongly n i`m not so confusin n sad at da same
time too cos i shouldn`t say bad tings bout abby but
she is . So confused ...
Cos i once loved abby but now she is like tryin 2
avoid me sometimes n steals all my time frm winnie .
Abby already has 1 bf so if she wants go spent time
with her own bf instead of mine . She is like tina can u
go away everytime i try 2 see wat she is doin . She
said she don wan tell me but everytime tell winnie so
unfair i wonder these ppl noe tat they r really hurtin
me bcos when i finally happy , every ting goes rong .
Life is so unfair so i`m tryin my
bes 2 make abby tink tat i`m 1 of her close frien like
winnie. :(( Let me tell u its not an easy job . Now my
heart very sad can someone comfort me by taggin cos
not much ppl tag in my blog . Oh n now is lit but
teacher went out 2 take sometings dono wat so who
cares tats y i bloggin now . Ha ! In ur face Mdm amizah
. I`m usin da com as free as a bird awesome pls teachers
don read this blog !!

Posted by Athena at Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Monday, May 25, 2009

Yea .... Awesome

I jus realised tat i only blog on wkday which means
i managed 2 keep my cool in bloggin :)) So on sunday,
My whole mother`s side relatives gathered at a okay
only hotel 2 celebrate my granme bdae. So i wore a
really awesome dress complimented with a belt ,
necklace , earings n a 3.5 inch high heels or higher.
It was really nice n i love it cos my couz took pics of
me n my relatives then she post it on facebook n tag
me n became my pics in my profile . I was happy cos
got more pics of me overthere. Woohoo !!! Yea so u
can look at them in my facebook profile .

So winnie wanted 2 see da dress so i took photo of
myself wearing da dress then she was like omg omg
omg i wan it then i ask her 4 wat she said she jus wan it
. Weirdo i will only lend u if u goin 2 wear it out on a
special occasion or someting like tat. Weird u noe . So i
also found out tat i was Winnie`s BEST FRIEND !!! Oh
YAY !!! I always wanted 2 be winnie`s best frien n 2day
she jus said i was YAY !! I`m so happy but i tink she
preferes abby then me :(( But at least i m 2 her . And
also maybe bf with abby too . 2 day is my bes day eva
thks 2 them :)) I wish we can be bf 4evas ...

Posted by Athena at Monday, May 25, 2009

Friday, May 22, 2009

2day coolies ( EDURACE )

2day is da day where all 1e3 edurace participants were
super excited . We were goin 2 tampines jc 4 tat competition
, i tot it will be a hard competition but actually its very easy
also nd a lot of stamina cos nd 2 run alot of places n tpjc is
quite a nice place . I don mind goin there nxt time but obviously
i wan 2 go vjc . Oh i love da com cos we got 3rd price but
other sch also got 3rd price too somehow . At least got price.

Also all tkgs team got price n 1 of them got 1st . GO TKGS !!!
Then abby stupid bro who was in tampines sec n tat sch also
participated said tat his sch beat us . OMG ! He was such a lamo
k when me n abby learn bout this we laughed cos his sch only
won 1 but all of our team won someting which none of them is
consolation price so which means we got 4th , 3rd , 2nd n 1ST !
HA ! Loser . Oh 1e3 got 3rd by da way . Not bad la.

Now i really wan 2 say 2 him this . We won ur sch still dare 2 say
u win wat a shitface loser . HAX ! I really hate abby `s bro . Oh
don wori abby hates him too , n she totally agrees with me if she
reads this . Oh by the way my nickname is (thena ) or ( tina ) :) ...

Posted by Athena at Friday, May 22, 2009

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Feelin Bored

Actually 2day not really happy n sad got
noting much 2 say ... Oh my sis overtake
my rankin restaurant city . Damn her
curse her blah blah blah ... Oh i had sushi
4 lunch 2day . LOVE IT !!! Freak !! i nev
notice my dad was behind me omg i hope
he doesn understand a tink tat i was ritin
then... Close call :)

Sch was as borin as eva . Friens as ignorant
as eva . Wow gettin emo strike tat out . Oh
i wish i got money 2 but bks cos got bk fair
n i see da bks there is frm borders n all very
nice . Got sell twilight series n all of them
20 % off ! But sadly got no money . Doesn
matter anyway cos i got 1 good bk with me
now n i shall stick with till the ends of the
earth . -_-``` So wat now ... Aiya hack care
la . goin bac 2 facebk bye ..

Posted by Athena at Thursday, May 21, 2009

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

I`m normal again !!! :)

Wait which means i`m always abnormal WOW !!!
I sort of like it :)) JUs jkin . I tink da M ting over
already n i stopped pmsin .Whew ! TOugh man ...
Can`t wait 2 be all bac 2 my favourite smiley smiley
face . Wait i tot i always had it on but then i unmasked
it at home . I pity my family members , hav 2 face my
frowny frowny face . LOL .

I almost don wan 2 post 2 day but since still got alot
of time b4 bedtime should at least posta short one rite ?
Let me tlk bout sch then ... Should i make it into a
song ?Oh well ... ~ 2day i jus found out ( P : pause )
I got so manyfreakin tings 2 do (P) N then friens also
lazy n i don noe wat 2 (P) Cos i also lazy 2 do everyting :))
(P) All my hardwork in filmin , all gone 2 waste .(P)
Now hav 2 do everyting again feel like slappin mr collin (P)
Cos he drove me 2 it serve him rite 4 deservin it (P)
I really hate technology can`t da times return 2 old days !!! ~
THE END of da wonderful song ! HAHA . LOL

I LOVE : Winnie ( da pooh ) Abigail ( da boy hater ) me (?)
wats my nickname ??? Can anybody give me wan ???
Pls ... Then i`ll love u too . Wee! Wow ! i`m in a super
great mood 2day . Ritin a song mus hav its affectiveness
WOOHOO !!! jkin da songs sux rite ?

Posted by Athena at Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

OMG !!! I seriously hav a freakin probe

This is a post bout my freakin probes n i`m
suppose 2 tell them 2 da welfare rep , abby ,
but i decided not 2 care bout ppl say of wat
i tink bout them cos she is included in it so
only da ppl who read this will noe how i feel.

But 1st i want 2 tlk bout my mother ... Tat
freakin bitc* wats her probe . My exam over
n i wan 2 watch naruto on cartoon network
at 10 - 10.25pm. And then she don let me watch
. Its like oh ur exams results is very bad go n
slp now but then exams is already over n i
always wake up early in da mornin plus its only
a 25 mins diff between my normal slpin time.

But its like i hav 2 flip here n there on my bad b4
i can sleep so its usually 11 pm then i really fall
asleep so its like once ONCE in a blue moon i
will stay up late 2 watch naruto ! N its jus ONCE
K ? Plus it doesn even help my studies if i sleep
earlier at all . Its up 2 me 2 noe howi wan 2 study
n i don really even pay attention in class . I don
even noe a freakin single ting in sci so 4 da whole
50 min i completely COMPLETELY dono anyting
at all . SO mummy too bad if u hav a child like me.

Urgh ! And my so-call friens who i always hang out
with after sch which is like no choice cos we were
always 2 gether cos got cca , nd 2 film , coincediently
finish stayin bac or wateva . Then we always go 2 da
video world 2 crap K ? I noe callin them stupid is bad
but then in class they`re like completely don noe me
at all n not their very good good frien anymore . Do
u noe tat this is not a very good description .

Yesterday i could tink of so many tings bout them tat
i even cried CRIED on my bed. Its so unfair k . I did so
much stuff 4 them , then in the end i got noting in return
NOTING at all . They don even come n find me at will
2 start a freakin conversation , they don noe wat i feel
inside . I`m really goin insane cos las year its a bit like
da same but so much better alright :( I tell u i feel even
lonlier then e*i*l* n t*j*l* k . At least they got each other
i don even hav anybody . Thse ppl only like me 4 my point
shoes n noting else n i bet they tink i`m lame .

I`m so lonely k . I really hate 2 see tat they r not takin any
iniciative ( i tink rong spellin ) jus 2 tlk 2 me i`m sick n
tired of goin up 2 them 2 tlk jus 2 get a few seconds
converse. If u don wan me 2 tinkthis stupid way then
come right up 2 me 2 say it .

When da 3 of us 2gether then they will treat me like i`m
their gd frien in class they treat me like a nobody , i tink
its cruel . NO COMPLAIINS EITHER !!! I`m havin a serious
depression rite now if u wan JUS come counsell me if u dare
I seriously in nd of good loyal friens unlike them. AND i fell
down in sch n hit my head :)) It was kinda funny . Y i`m
bein so random ????

Told u no complains !!! Do u tink i wish 4 this ? Do u noe
how hard is it 2 keep this in my heart . N i`m sufferin
frm depression !!! Y won anybody understand !!! Its
not my FAULT !!! sori if i offend any1 of u :(

Posted by Athena at Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Monday, May 18, 2009

Nothing much ...

Yesterday i finally tlk 2 my mom bout da dog ting
then after so much blahin it was a freakin , idiotic ,
lousy , damnin no !!!! I tlk until my throat die she
also cannot . OMG damn her. But actually da main
probe is my little bro freakin asthma . ASTHMA !!!

Tat little pathetic illness , disease or wateva crappy
shit cause my cute little xiao bai gone . GONE !!!OK !!!
Do u noe how freakin desperate was i n frustrated. Oh
n i jus realised bloggin is fun :) Anyways, my sis too.
Gua gua gua ... if she nev mention tat damn ting in da
1st place i no nd 2 waste so much effort. Don wan 2 tlk
bout it anymore lets change da subject.

Today i took my eng spellin test it was ok la but i hate
bein alone with mr fi it makes me feel so unsecure 4
some weird reason or maybe none ... But who cares so
i went 2 eat recess then while goin back 2 class saw
winnie ( da pooh ) , abbigail n nature . Actually there r
some gals tat i don like but i jus don wan 2 blog bout it
cos l8ter they found out n don like me even more , so
u noe as gals , we gossip alot but i don really like ppl
doin tat especially bout me. I jus don like bein hurt.

If i hear somebody tlk bad bout me 4 like no reason i`ll
be like moody n depressed like now cos i hav da M ting
but its goin 2 be over soon . So i went n joined them n
listen 2 their nice little conversation so blah blah blah ...
Then da da da deng ... Winnie said she had been in a nude
NUDE beach b4 where apparantly adults children teenagers
n baby all humans cannot wear TOPS !!! TOPS ok its like
a beach 4 leachers. Sick n perverted ppl where they look
at female chest , waist n da bottom part .

Its like damn sick ok. SO sadly winnie hav no choice but
2 do da same but she got wear da bottom la then she jus
lie on da sand or do someting . If it was me i would rather
die then go 2 da perverted beach . Its like bein taken
advantage of ok . Especially those hot teenage gals . With
nice figure n everyting n at tat age do u noe tat at tat time
boys hav ragin homones yea so if they stare at u 4 a while
tat means they hav taken advantage of u n went off 2 search
4 a new target. This is wat i tink la .

We girls r so poor ting isn`t it .
Oh well . Thks 4 readin this stuff , ting or wateva crap
apprrantly i`m like pmsin cos of da M ting so tats y i vending
my anger on this which is quite relaxin 4 me . Hax hope
u continue TAGGIN da blog kays ? And also go out with me
Hahax !!!

Seriously edited ...

Posted by Athena at Monday, May 18, 2009

Sunday, May 17, 2009

I WAN MY MALTESE MALTESE MALTESE !!!!!

My air-headed sis on mon said she wanted 2
buy a cut little pormernarian puppy . So she
said tat in order 2 buy i hav 2 pay 45 dollar 4
da dog food so i said ok lor. Cos i`m willin 2 do
anyting jus 2 get a cute little puppy. So we started
plannin in not 2 tell mummy tat we`re buyin 1 , n
wanted 2 surprise her with 1 bcos if we said we r
goin 2 buy she surely won allow so tats y this is a
secret.

Plus my sis bf , salvin , is goin 2 pay 4 da pup n
cagewith some of my sis money n my little bro
cos all 3 ofus really REALLY wanted a dog . Plus
at home we`relike damn free n bored n i don mind
usin my com timein exchange 2 walk, bathe ,
feed , brush da dog etc ...

I now gettin sick of usin da com n so i really nd one.
But if don hav ,i hate studyin so i would usually play
da com 2 ease my boredom but now its so borin
except 4 bloggin n makin sure my restuarant city in
facebook is okay . N my eyesight won increase plus
when walkin a dog can improve my stamina , look at
da green scenary which i do everyday in sch cos da
stupid sch uniform is green ( BLAH !!! )

I everyday wanted 2 persuade my mom , oh my dad
is neutral 2 this idea as long as i use da com at da
most once a wk , see i`m willin 2 give up anyting jus
2 hav 1.Now my mom not at home so i can`t persuade
her . But maybe after this i`ll go ask my dad again n
i swear i won use da com n i won regret it bcos i got
friens who i trustcan help me play 2 ensure my
accounts is okay .

So tell me wats rong in gettin a pup tat can give u enjoyment
n makin our health improve alot especially my eyesight .
Though its like 200 plus degree lower then 230 i tink, 2 my
mom is alot already . But then when i ask her sahe always
don wan 2 ans me do u noe how frustratin is it . And when
da dog is sick da 4 of us includin salvin , sis n little bro ,
joel, can treat it 2 a good vet . As 4 da groomin fee my if my
dad allows he will pay $100 per month 2 my sis 4 it so its
like my parents jus nd 2 pay $100 only then da 4 of us will
jus take care of it withput theirhelp of cos in when we r in sch
we will ask our maid 2 feed it only then joel will ensure da
rest of it cos he comes home da earliest.

Now cos pom pups is ex so we change it 2 a maltese which is
also damn DAMN CUTE !!! ok ? So its like i noe my mom tinks
tat she hav 2 take care of it but she dosen at all . plus its only
makin sure tat it does not pee n poo every where in our house.
And she doesen wan salvin 2 pay so much anyway but since he
is willin 2 help isn`t it ok already plus i tink my sis n salvin r da
best 2gether so its like impossible 4 them 2 break up . So they
might get married when they graduate frm uni .

So ppl tell me wats rong 2 hav a freakin CUTE PUP !!! Pls
tag ur opinion on this kay ? SO if u tink it is rong n its
understandable 2 me y not 2 hav a dog which my mom don
allow . Then my heart would finally b peaceful again. And my
mom still doesn allow my sis said nxt year then buy cos she`ll
be 21 nxt yr n she is an adult n her friens can give her money
2 buy da dog n cos she is an adult my mom can`t really do
anyting bout it cos its legal . Oh joel las time hav asthma but
he already recover , maltese don shed fur also so pls tell me
ur opinion whether 2 buy or not regardless of my mom
disapproval.
Thks remember 2 tag bout this :)

Posted by Athena at Sunday, May 17, 2009

Friday, May 15, 2009

I`m cursed by God

U noe y ??? bcos i`m sick again n my heart
knows tat i`m cursed bcos i nev work hard
4 my exam. I failed my math common test.
But maybe overall i pass bcos i got quite high
4 da small test.

However u remember tat i failed 2 subject n i
toldu bout it . So now i failed so many times in
this
ca2 bcos i nev work hard , i was still playin
com everyday n always las min study. Now i
got no tution teacheras she said stop till come
back 4 japan. Now got new topics n i nev really
paid attention.

i really wonder i will fail a small test nxt time
when it comes out :( I really regretted it . I really
wan 2 do well next time . I really hope someone
can really guide me 2 do well da nxt big exam.
I wan my mom 2 say i`m smart n stop comparin
me with my smart ass sis who doesn even nd tution
at all.

She only has them when exams are near. I wan my
mom 2 say i`m smarter then my sis n really mean it
n then i can continue ballet . N i`m cryin rite now. My
hands r wobbly n i`m sick now . I really deserve it. I
nev fail so many subjects n stuff b4 i really regret not
takin my mom advice , not studyin , addicted 2 com
now its retribution :(

Pls someone comfort me tat i`m
not really unlucky n stupid i hate bein compared with
my goody-two-shoes sis . I really nd comfort n now tears
r really comin out not bcos of my freakin flu but my
regretfulness. I really wan my mom 2 be happy with
all my results . Pls someone tutor me . Or by taggin.

Wow this is da longest post ever if u r reading this
thks alot :) And i really love my friens :) 4 makin me
smile everytime in sch it makes me 4get bout my
worries . love ya all ! <3

Posted by Athena at Friday, May 15, 2009

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

I`m i unlucky 2 da class ???

Yesterday i got a freakin headache n i
could not go 2 sch n everybody in sch
was like damn lucky, teacher nev come
can slack somemore then when i come
got practical n plus my headache it was
super hot boring n pain whichn is like
not very good 4 my brain.

THen in hom econs got da fun practical
n i MISS it !!! It was damn unfair ok !!!
This mornin i was like banging my table
like hell. It was so un fair. Ppl pls tell me
whether i`m unlucky or not pls !!!

Posted by Athena at Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Monday, May 4, 2009

WEEEE!!!!

Today i was like so happy then sad :( Cos math
teacher said less than 10 pass da math exam FUC*
da person who set da stupid paper but if i pass i will
take back wat i said :) THen history i failed so which
means i failed overall but i`m not goin 2 tell my mom
anyting at all :)... NO nagging when i`m frustrated
enough ...

BUT i `m still happy cos me n winnie tlked alot
2day mostly bout dance but it wasn`t borin ok .
I love dancing . Abby , winnie n i are all in love with
it. BUt winnie prefers partners dance instead of solo
like abby but mayb winnie jus wants 2 meet boys :)

OH well... Oh n 2 day while tlkin she said she wants
2 transfer 2 yishun sec so sad :) nxt year la of cos. but
i really don wan her 2 go i love tlkin 2 her like some
mad woman doin all sorts of tings 4 her n 2 day she
even told me someting tat i never notice b4 is bout
her b* can`tsay it or else who ever reads this tell her
i would be dead by the nxt day of sch.

She said da person is very bad doesn`t care bout her
very much but i`m sure they will patch out somehow.
The person when told winnie was goin 2 transfer the
person never reacted n tat pisses winnie . the person
was her *toot* so i guess she was piss alright so poor
ting. Well i jus love tlkin 2 my close friens :) ESpecially
Winnie `da pooh ` :) Ciao !!!

Posted by Athena at Monday, May 04, 2009