Sunday, May 31, 2009
Dance ... its okay
2day another dance practice n we did bar work n i was super estactic ( spellin i tink rong ) cos i long time nev do bar work cos i love bar
work n all ballet stuff n especially doin it with my dance friens .
Woohoo! I regretted not bringin my ballet shoes cos my mom ask me
2 bring but i didn`t . :(( So 2oro i will brin 4 me n winn cos i noe winn
surely can wear mine n i`ll wear my sis so yea. I also didn`t got in
( sobs ) cos i tink teacher in a rush then only choose da seniors .
( sobs again ) . Oh n i`m finally a bit closer in full split due 2 da bar work
stretchin . ILY BAR WORK ! 2moro doin center so a bit excited . N
maybe after dance me winn or me winn n abby will go 2 my house swim
n then go watch movie . Finally !
So i tink tats all 4 2day i guess so bye ! See some of u peeps on sat !
Posted by Athena at Sunday, May 31, 2009
Friday, May 29, 2009
WOOHOO ! Major Excitement
WOW ! 2day rock alot . AS finally got dance pratice n also
i miss dance bcos don hav my precious cca in i tink more
than a month :(( Now cannot do heel stretch, closer 2 full
split n also a perfect cartwheel . I hate da void deck !
especially When doin dance there . The softballers will stare
at u n we envy them but me winnie n abby understands
how tough it is but hey , they dono how tough dance is too
n sometimes even borin blach ! So we`re suppose 2 hav an
auditon 4 da performance in sep but it turns out tat its 4 nxt
wk da syf dance . Only 4 da 1st part only i tink . So i hope
tat me n winnie will get in ohn abby didi not turn up as she
nds 2 go 4 da omnitheatre tingy so only me n winn left .
Apparantly winnie didn`t took it seriously enough so she
didn`t get in but i got in with a few others senior n estella a
sec 1 jus like me ! So i`m not alone after all :) So those who got
chosen had 2 try 3 times n finally i got in n left 8 of us out of 12
but teacher is goin 2 choose only 2 ppl 2 dance with da syf ppl
on nxt wed. SO hai ~ i got 2 go 4 mon dance class at 2 -5 pm but
winn n abby will join me cosi`m scared bein alone but i`m not
sure wat they can do there . Hope they don get bored . N so 4 25th
june n 26th we`ll dance HIP HOP !!!
(SCREAMS 2 DA TOP OF THE HEAVENS )
I love hip hop but miss chiam always do ballet a bit borin hai~~
But i would love 2 perform cos can at least add in report bk tat i
perform . N tat will help me get into vjc yea ! Oh in sep will alos be
performin n maybe teacher will add us in again n audition again i
don mind auditionin but i jus wan 2 go with my friens n not bein
alone , so lost , ( sigh ) . Oh n 2day is da las day of sch woohoo but i
haven fin history project . Sucks ! N da freakin teachers gave us a
load of homewk tat i cannot even count damn them 4 spoilin my
happy n fairy like mood damn damn damn them !!! Oh well ppl pls
tag !
Oh oh oh ! Dance subaru can only be watched at orchard which i
dono how 2 go damn da ppl managin da movie !!! Now cannot
watch ask dad 2 buy me pirated one :P this is 2 all freakin
policeman I HATE U !!!! U cannot arrest me ! :P
Posted by Athena at Friday, May 29, 2009
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Today so sad :((
Cos 2day is our las info lit lesson n so after june hols got no more socannot use com freely like now anymore in this lesson ... Soi`ll miss ya miss aisha. Anyways, nxt wk winnie will be comin 2 my house 2 swim . So excited . I really love her ! Woohoo !! And i saw a movie call dance subaru n abby , winnie n me all want 2 watch it but jus dono when goin maybe after dance lesson durin june hols ... Abby pls tell me da date or else i`ll die of waitin . N after winn comes 2 my house we cannot watch after fin swimin so ma fan ! Tat abby she will only rply 2 winnie tink i cannot seeah ? Tat gal becomin a bitch more n more everyday but i don really blame her cos she once said tat bein a bitch help her relief her stress but i guess i not very popular for her so she doesn wan me 2 be her close frien after all but one ting she doesn noe tat i`m winnie`s bfor maybe i hear rongly n i`m not so confusin n sad at da same time too cos i shouldn`t say bad tings bout abby but she is . So confused ... Cos i once loved abby but now she is like tryin 2 avoid me sometimes n steals all my time frm winnie . Abby already has 1 bf so if she wants go spent time with her own bf instead of mine . She is like tina can ugo away everytime i try 2 see wat she is doin . She said she don wan tell me but everytime tell winnie so unfair i wonder these ppl noe tat they r really hurtin me bcos when i finally happy , every ting goes rong . Life is so unfair so i`m tryin my bes 2 make abby tink tat i`m 1 of her close frien like winnie. :(( Let me tell u its not an easy job . Now myheart very sad can someone comfort me by taggin cos not much ppl tag in my blog . Oh n now is lit but teacher went out 2 take sometings dono wat so who cares tats y i bloggin now . Ha ! In ur face Mdm amizah . I`m usin da com as free as a bird awesome pls teachers don read this blog !!
Posted by Athena at Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Monday, May 25, 2009
Yea .... Awesome
I jus realised tat i only blog on wkday which meansi managed 2 keep my cool in bloggin :)) So on sunday,My whole mother`s side relatives gathered at a okay only hotel 2 celebrate my granme bdae. So i wore a really awesome dress complimented with a belt , necklace , earings n a 3.5 inch high heels or higher. It was really nice n i love it cos my couz took pics of me n my relatives then she post it on facebook n tag me n became my pics in my profile . I was happy cos got more pics of me overthere. Woohoo !!! Yea so ucan look at them in my facebook profile . So winnie wanted 2 see da dress so i took photo of myself wearing da dress then she was like omg omg omg i wan it then i ask her 4 wat she said she jus wan it . Weirdo i will only lend u if u goin 2 wear it out on a special occasion or someting like tat. Weird u noe . So i also found out tat i was Winnie`s BEST FRIEND !!! Oh YAY !!! I always wanted 2 be winnie`s best frien n 2day she jus said i was YAY !! I`m so happy but i tink she preferes abby then me :(( But at least i m 2 her . And also maybe bf with abby too . 2 day is my bes day eva thks 2 them :)) I wish we can be bf 4evas ...
Posted by Athena at Monday, May 25, 2009
Friday, May 22, 2009
2day coolies ( EDURACE )
2day is da day where all 1e3 edurace participants were super excited . We were goin 2 tampines jc 4 tat competition, i tot it will be a hard competition but actually its very easy also nd a lot of stamina cos nd 2 run alot of places n tpjc is quite a nice place . I don mind goin there nxt time but obviouslyi wan 2 go vjc . Oh i love da com cos we got 3rd price but other sch also got 3rd price too somehow . At least got price.Also all tkgs team got price n 1 of them got 1st . GO TKGS !!!Then abby stupid bro who was in tampines sec n tat sch alsoparticipated said tat his sch beat us . OMG ! He was such a lamok when me n abby learn bout this we laughed cos his sch only won 1 but all of our team won someting which none of them is consolation price so which means we got 4th , 3rd , 2nd n 1ST !HA ! Loser . Oh 1e3 got 3rd by da way . Not bad la. Now i really wan 2 say 2 him this . We won ur sch still dare 2 sayu win wat a shitface loser . HAX ! I really hate abby `s bro . Ohdon wori abby hates him too , n she totally agrees with me if she reads this . Oh by the way my nickname is (thena ) or ( tina ) :) ...
Posted by Athena at Friday, May 22, 2009
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Feelin Bored
Actually 2day not really happy n sad got
noting much 2 say ... Oh my sis overtake
my rankin restaurant city . Damn her
curse her blah blah blah ... Oh i had sushi
4 lunch 2day . LOVE IT !!! Freak !! i nev
notice my dad was behind me omg i hope
he doesn understand a tink tat i was ritin
then... Close call :)
Sch was as borin as eva . Friens as ignorant
as eva . Wow gettin emo strike tat out . Oh
i wish i got money 2 but bks cos got bk fair
n i see da bks there is frm borders n all very
nice . Got sell twilight series n all of them
20 % off ! But sadly got no money . Doesn
matter anyway cos i got 1 good bk with me
now n i shall stick with till the ends of the
earth . -_-``` So wat now ... Aiya hack care
la . goin bac 2 facebk bye ..
Posted by Athena at Thursday, May 21, 2009
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
I`m normal again !!! :)
Wait which means i`m always abnormal WOW !!!I sort of like it :)) JUs jkin . I tink da M ting overalready n i stopped pmsin .Whew ! TOugh man ...Can`t wait 2 be all bac 2 my favourite smiley smiley face . Wait i tot i always had it on but then i unmaskedit at home . I pity my family members , hav 2 face myfrowny frowny face . LOL .I almost don wan 2 post 2 day but since still got alot of time b4 bedtime should at least posta short one rite ?Let me tlk bout sch then ... Should i make it into asong ?Oh well ... ~ 2day i jus found out ( P : pause ) I got so manyfreakin tings 2 do (P) N then friens also lazy n i don noe wat 2 (P) Cos i also lazy 2 do everyting :))(P) All my hardwork in filmin , all gone 2 waste .(P) Now hav 2 do everyting again feel like slappin mr collin (P)Cos he drove me 2 it serve him rite 4 deservin it (P)I really hate technology can`t da times return 2 old days !!! ~THE END of da wonderful song ! HAHA . LOL I LOVE : Winnie ( da pooh ) Abigail ( da boy hater ) me (?)wats my nickname ??? Can anybody give me wan ??? Pls ... Then i`ll love u too . Wee! Wow ! i`m in a supergreat mood 2day . Ritin a song mus hav its affectivenessWOOHOO !!! jkin da songs sux rite ?
Posted by Athena at Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
OMG !!! I seriously hav a freakin probe
This is a post bout my freakin probes n i`m
suppose 2 tell them 2 da welfare rep , abby ,
but i decided not 2 care bout ppl say of wat
i tink bout them cos she is included in it so
only da ppl who read this will noe how i feel.
But 1st i want 2 tlk bout my mother ... Tat
freakin bitc* wats her probe . My exam over
n i wan 2 watch naruto on cartoon network
at 10 - 10.25pm. And then she don let me watch
. Its like oh ur exams results is very bad go n
slp now but then exams is already over n i
always wake up early in da mornin plus its only
a 25 mins diff between my normal slpin time.
But its like i hav 2 flip here n there on my bad b4
i can sleep so its usually 11 pm then i really fall
asleep so its like once ONCE in a blue moon i
will stay up late 2 watch naruto ! N its jus ONCE
K ? Plus it doesn even help my studies if i sleep
earlier at all . Its up 2 me 2 noe howi wan 2 study
n i don really even pay attention in class . I don
even noe a freakin single ting in sci so 4 da whole
50 min i completely COMPLETELY dono anyting
at all . SO mummy too bad if u hav a child like me.
Urgh ! And my so-call friens who i always hang out
with after sch which is like no choice cos we were
always 2 gether cos got cca , nd 2 film , coincediently
finish stayin bac or wateva . Then we always go 2 da
video world 2 crap K ? I noe callin them stupid is bad
but then in class they`re like completely don noe me
at all n not their very good good frien anymore . Do
u noe tat this is not a very good description .
Yesterday i could tink of so many tings bout them tat
i even cried CRIED on my bed. Its so unfair k . I did so
much stuff 4 them , then in the end i got noting in return
NOTING at all . They don even come n find me at will
2 start a freakin conversation , they don noe wat i feel
inside . I`m really goin insane cos las year its a bit like
da same but so much better alright :( I tell u i feel even
lonlier then e*i*l* n t*j*l* k . At least they got each other
i don even hav anybody . Thse ppl only like me 4 my point
shoes n noting else n i bet they tink i`m lame .
I`m so lonely k . I really hate 2 see tat they r not takin any
iniciative ( i tink rong spellin ) jus 2 tlk 2 me i`m sick n
tired of goin up 2 them 2 tlk jus 2 get a few seconds
converse. If u don wan me 2 tinkthis stupid way then
come right up 2 me 2 say it .
When da 3 of us 2gether then they will treat me like i`m
their gd frien in class they treat me like a nobody , i tink
its cruel . NO COMPLAIINS EITHER !!! I`m havin a serious
depression rite now if u wan JUS come counsell me if u dare
I seriously in nd of good loyal friens unlike them. AND i fell
down in sch n hit my head :)) It was kinda funny . Y i`m
bein so random ????
Told u no complains !!! Do u tink i wish 4 this ? Do u noe
how hard is it 2 keep this in my heart . N i`m sufferin
frm depression !!! Y won anybody understand !!! Its
not my FAULT !!! sori if i offend any1 of u :(
Posted by Athena at Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Monday, May 18, 2009
Nothing much ...
Yesterday i finally tlk 2 my mom bout da dog tingthen after so much blahin it was a freakin , idiotic ,lousy , damnin no !!!! I tlk until my throat die she also cannot . OMG damn her. But actually da mainprobe is my little bro freakin asthma . ASTHMA !!!Tat little pathetic illness , disease or wateva crappyshit cause my cute little xiao bai gone . GONE !!!OK !!!Do u noe how freakin desperate was i n frustrated. Ohn i jus realised bloggin is fun :) Anyways, my sis too.Gua gua gua ... if she nev mention tat damn ting in da 1st place i no nd 2 waste so much effort. Don wan 2 tlk bout it anymore lets change da subject.Today i took my eng spellin test it was ok la but i hatebein alone with mr fi it makes me feel so unsecure 4some weird reason or maybe none ... But who cares soi went 2 eat recess then while goin back 2 class saw winnie ( da pooh ) , abbigail n nature . Actually there r some gals tat i don like but i jus don wan 2 blog bout itcos l8ter they found out n don like me even more , sou noe as gals , we gossip alot but i don really like ppldoin tat especially bout me. I jus don like bein hurt.If i hear somebody tlk bad bout me 4 like no reason i`llbe like moody n depressed like now cos i hav da M tingbut its goin 2 be over soon . So i went n joined them n listen 2 their nice little conversation so blah blah blah ...Then da da da deng ... Winnie said she had been in a nudeNUDE beach b4 where apparantly adults children teenagersn baby all humans cannot wear TOPS !!! TOPS ok its likea beach 4 leachers. Sick n perverted ppl where they lookat female chest , waist n da bottom part .Its like damn sick ok. SO sadly winnie hav no choice but2 do da same but she got wear da bottom la then she jus lie on da sand or do someting . If it was me i would ratherdie then go 2 da perverted beach . Its like bein taken advantage of ok . Especially those hot teenage gals . Withnice figure n everyting n at tat age do u noe tat at tat timeboys hav ragin homones yea so if they stare at u 4 a whiletat means they hav taken advantage of u n went off 2 search4 a new target. This is wat i tink la .We girls r so poor ting isn`t it .Oh well . Thks 4 readin this stuff , ting or wateva crapapprrantly i`m like pmsin cos of da M ting so tats y i vendingmy anger on this which is quite relaxin 4 me . Hax hopeu continue TAGGIN da blog kays ? And also go out with meHahax !!!
Seriously edited ...
Posted by Athena at Monday, May 18, 2009
Sunday, May 17, 2009
I WAN MY MALTESE MALTESE MALTESE !!!!!
My air-headed sis on mon said she wanted 2
buy a cut little pormernarian puppy . So she
said tat in order 2 buy i hav 2 pay 45 dollar 4
da dog food so i said ok lor. Cos i`m willin 2 do
anyting jus 2 get a cute little puppy. So we started
plannin in not 2 tell mummy tat we`re buyin 1 , n
wanted 2 surprise her with 1 bcos if we said we r
goin 2 buy she surely won allow so tats y this is a
secret.
Plus my sis bf , salvin , is goin 2 pay 4 da pup n
cagewith some of my sis money n my little bro
cos all 3 ofus really REALLY wanted a dog . Plus
at home we`relike damn free n bored n i don mind
usin my com timein exchange 2 walk, bathe ,
feed , brush da dog etc ...
I now gettin sick of usin da com n so i really nd one.
But if don hav ,i hate studyin so i would usually play
da com 2 ease my boredom but now its so borin
except 4 bloggin n makin sure my restuarant city in
facebook is okay . N my eyesight won increase plus
when walkin a dog can improve my stamina , look at
da green scenary which i do everyday in sch cos da
stupid sch uniform is green ( BLAH !!! )
I everyday wanted 2 persuade my mom , oh my dad
is neutral 2 this idea as long as i use da com at da
most once a wk , see i`m willin 2 give up anyting jus
2 hav 1.Now my mom not at home so i can`t persuade
her . But maybe after this i`ll go ask my dad again n
i swear i won use da com n i won regret it bcos i got
friens who i trustcan help me play 2 ensure my
accounts is okay .
So tell me wats rong in gettin a pup tat can give u enjoyment
n makin our health improve alot especially my eyesight .
Though its like 200 plus degree lower then 230 i tink, 2 my
mom is alot already . But then when i ask her sahe always
don wan 2 ans me do u noe how frustratin is it . And when
da dog is sick da 4 of us includin salvin , sis n little bro ,
joel, can treat it 2 a good vet . As 4 da groomin fee my if my
dad allows he will pay $100 per month 2 my sis 4 it so its
like my parents jus nd 2 pay $100 only then da 4 of us will
jus take care of it withput theirhelp of cos in when we r in sch
we will ask our maid 2 feed it only then joel will ensure da
rest of it cos he comes home da earliest.
Now cos pom pups is ex so we change it 2 a maltese which is
also damn DAMN CUTE !!! ok ? So its like i noe my mom tinks
tat she hav 2 take care of it but she dosen at all . plus its only
makin sure tat it does not pee n poo every where in our house.
And she doesen wan salvin 2 pay so much anyway but since he
is willin 2 help isn`t it ok already plus i tink my sis n salvin r da
best 2gether so its like impossible 4 them 2 break up . So they
might get married when they graduate frm uni .
So ppl tell me wats rong 2 hav a freakin CUTE PUP !!! Pls
tag ur opinion on this kay ? SO if u tink it is rong n its
understandable 2 me y not 2 hav a dog which my mom don
allow . Then my heart would finally b peaceful again. And my
mom still doesn allow my sis said nxt year then buy cos she`ll
be 21 nxt yr n she is an adult n her friens can give her money
2 buy da dog n cos she is an adult my mom can`t really do
anyting bout it cos its legal . Oh joel las time hav asthma but
he already recover , maltese don shed fur also so pls tell me
ur opinion whether 2 buy or not regardless of my mom
disapproval.
Thks remember 2 tag bout this :)
Posted by Athena at Sunday, May 17, 2009
Friday, May 15, 2009
I`m cursed by God
U noe y ??? bcos i`m sick again n my heart
knows tat i`m cursed bcos i nev work hard
4 my exam. I failed my math common test.
But maybe overall i pass bcos i got quite high
4 da small test.
However u remember tat i failed 2 subject n i
toldu bout it . So now i failed so many times in
thisca2 bcos i nev work hard , i was still playin
com everyday n always las min study. Now i
got no tution teacheras she said stop till come
back 4 japan. Now got new topics n i nev really
paid attention.
i really wonder i will fail a small test nxt time
when it comes out :( I really regretted it . I really
wan 2 do well next time . I really hope someone
can really guide me 2 do well da nxt big exam.
I wan my mom 2 say i`m smart n stop comparin
me with my smart ass sis who doesn even nd tution
at all.
She only has them when exams are near. I wan my
mom 2 say i`m smarter then my sis n really mean it
n then i can continue ballet . N i`m cryin rite now. My
hands r wobbly n i`m sick now . I really deserve it. I
nev fail so many subjects n stuff b4 i really regret not
takin my mom advice , not studyin , addicted 2 com
now its retribution :(
Pls someone comfort me tat i`m
not really unlucky n stupid i hate bein compared with
my goody-two-shoes sis . I really nd comfort n now tears
r really comin out not bcos of my freakin flu but my
regretfulness. I really wan my mom 2 be happy with
all my results . Pls someone tutor me . Or by taggin.
Wow this is da longest post ever if u r reading this
thks alot :) And i really love my friens :) 4 makin me
smile everytime in sch it makes me 4get bout my
worries . love ya all ! <3
Posted by Athena at Friday, May 15, 2009
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
I`m i unlucky 2 da class ???
Yesterday i got a freakin headache n i could not go 2 sch n everybody in sch was like damn lucky, teacher nev comecan slack somemore then when i comegot practical n plus my headache it was super hot boring n pain whichn is likenot very good 4 my brain.THen in hom econs got da fun practical n i MISS it !!! It was damn unfair ok !!!This mornin i was like banging my table like hell. It was so un fair. Ppl pls tell me whether i`m unlucky or not pls !!!
Posted by Athena at Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Monday, May 4, 2009
WEEEE!!!!
Today i was like so happy then sad :( Cos mathteacher said less than 10 pass da math exam FUC*da person who set da stupid paper but if i pass i willtake back wat i said :) THen history i failed so which means i failed overall but i`m not goin 2 tell my momanyting at all :)... NO nagging when i`m frustratedenough ...BUT i `m still happy cos me n winnie tlked alot 2day mostly bout dance but it wasn`t borin ok .I love dancing . Abby , winnie n i are all in love withit. BUt winnie prefers partners dance instead of sololike abby but mayb winnie jus wants 2 meet boys :)OH well... Oh n 2 day while tlkin she said she wants 2 transfer 2 yishun sec so sad :) nxt year la of cos. but i really don wan her 2 go i love tlkin 2 her like some mad woman doin all sorts of tings 4 her n 2 day she even told me someting tat i never notice b4 is bout her b* can`tsay it or else who ever reads this tell her i would be dead by the nxt day of sch.She said da person is very bad doesn`t care bout her very much but i`m sure they will patch out somehow.The person when told winnie was goin 2 transfer theperson never reacted n tat pisses winnie . the person was her *toot* so i guess she was piss alright so poorting. Well i jus love tlkin 2 my close friens :) ESpecially Winnie `da pooh ` :) Ciao !!!
Posted by Athena at Monday, May 04, 2009